That Time Of Year

I decided to get rid of my Xanga account.....don't know why....just wanted a change.....so here is the first post on my blog and it just happens to be the last one on my old blog! Hope you all enjoy!

Well it' that time of the year again...the time of the year where we all say "next year will be better" or "next year I am going to .....". Well for me there are a lot of things that I would like to do in the next year....I would like to get married...I would like to buy a house of my own.....I would like to go back to school and get the job of my dreams. Not that I know what that is or anything. I want to find my place in life. I feel like I am just existing here and I don't really know what I am supposed to do. Don't get me wrong I am very happy right now....although there are a few things that would make me a bit more happy.....like for instance wiunning the lottery so that I would never have to worry about money ever again and my children would never go without and would be able to have an education without having to worry about not being able to go to college. Don't get me wrong....they will have to work for it....but just to know that the cushion would be there for them to fall back on if they happen to stumble along the way would be a nice thought. I love Christmas. It's my favourite time of the year. Everyone is so nice and giving at this timeof the year....it make me wonder though....why aren't people this giving and thoughtful all year round? Why only for about a month out of the year do people do selfless things? I enjoy ggiving gifts and I admit I really wish there was more I could do to help out those in need...but I can't do that much but I do what I can. I especially enjoy our Christmas dinner. Mostly beause there are alway so many different people there. This year there are going to be 4 possibly 5 new people joining us...Mark's brother and his family are coming this year....I invited them because I don't want to see anyone uunhappy and left out on Christmas. It's not nice to see people lonely. I guess I get that from my mom. Which isn't a bad thing...she's a great person adn I only wish that she could see how great she is sometimes. Everyone is always telling me how great of a person she is.....I already know that.
So I guess for x-mas this year I have some wishes for people.

For my Mom, I wish that she can find the great person inside herself that I know she is nad have a happy year. I wish for her to chase a dream aand make it happen

For my sister I wish that she finds her place in the world. I wish her to forget the past and the pain and move on to a better place. I wish for her to see her beauty the way others see it. I wish for her to be able to find self love and someone who loves her uncoditionally.
For my friends I wish them happiness health and good days in the next year. I wish them strength to make it through the hard times and love in all the good times.

For anyone else who reads this I hope for you all the best in the new year and all the years to come. Follow all your dreams and even if you think they are impossible at least have the courage to dream. Don't be afraid to reach for the moon, if you miss you'll land on a star!